April 2011
Surely, Perhaps not
Shard of Blossom
Seventeen summers passed away
Into the ashy winter of frosted time
But by perchance it came to play
You brought voice to this lonely mime
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It was serenade to the blasted noise
As you danced into my greyen existence
How your eyes struck that elegant...
passius:
A wife asks her husband, a computer programmer, “Would you please go to the store for me and buy a carton of milk? And if they have eggs, get six.”
A short time later the husband comes back with 6 cartons of milk. The wife asks him, “Why the hell did you buy 6 cartons of milk?” He replied, “They had eggs.”
“Nothing is true. Everything is permitted.”
– Ezio Auditore da Firenze, Assassin’s Creed 2
How to be a genius.
Don’t try to be one.
Be yourself.
Life is a joke. Keep laughing.
Uh oh
They used to say there are two kinds of troubled people.
Those who are excessively angry at other people,
And those who are excessively angry at themselves.
And I think I’m both.
Shit.
ce-line asked: I'm sorry to have to say this, but if you're fulfilling your duty with the expectation of utmost gratitude, then you're bound to be disappointed. It's not true that we don't appreciate your helping us out, and it's just unfair for you to dislike us over your perception of what we think and feel. I know it's upsetting to have to clean up after us and not receive...
Meritocratic society, indeed
Ahem.
So now I shall be a douche, and say something that will make my class hate me more.
Because like I once said, I just say what I see.
You can say I have black lenses in front of my eyes, but I don’t think they’re that dark yet; they are simply getting darker every single day.
It was last Friday.
Our class just got a new class rep from a mini-election.
Of course, our teacher...
There's something wrong with me, and I don't know...
I’ve known this for a while now.
I just know there’s something about me that puts people off.
But I really can’t figure out what it is.
Is it the way I speak? Likely.
Is it that I have a very stale sense of humour? Likely.
Is it because I am ugly and physically ungifted? Likely.
Is it the way I tumblr or blog? Likely.
Is it because I’m not, uh, ‘awesome’?...
“No. Not even in the face of Armageddon. Never compromise.”
– Rorschach, Watchmen
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Sanguine, sanguine
Utopia in Sand
Twelve Pillars into Sanguine sky
Lime Moon upon cyan stars
Sunken dreams in the sand do lie
Innocence is a child downed by cars
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The wait is the hope and exuberance
While Death dances the foxtrot
Muted trumpets forged from covalescence
Rain...
You can say "so what" to facts, but you can't just...
Scared Fearless.
Into Brave Night
Twelve moons ago on Winter’s bloom
I sighted us on the pearly sands
Autumn faded into frosty gloom
But our warmth still touched this land
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Into the deep West our hopes sunk
While the cratered maniac appeared above
But in the fiery gems in...
Anonymous asked: do you think you are cool :D
“Always forgive your enemies - nothing annoys them so much.”
– Oscar Wilde
Anonymous asked: Don't you fucking compare yourself to Rorschach. You don't deserve it. Who the hell do you think you are? I know who, and it is nowhere near Rorschach.
Anonymous asked: bridge is a social activity. at some point in time, each of us didn't know how to play it either. but we asked to learn, and therefore have friends to play it with. simply because you are one of the few who do not play the game does not mean it is an intentional move on our part to ostracize you. just saying.
Cursed sight.
Sometimes I wonder,
why do my eyes just love to jump all over the place.
I’m always taking notice of my surroundings.
If I don’t see something, I’m probably faking it or it’s really well hidden.
And of course,
What I end up seeing is usually unpleasant.
Very unpleasant.
And I pretend not to see it.
I guess you could say I have a knack for looking indifferent when in...
Anonymous asked: fame and popularity are not exactly the right terms for it. how about ACCEPTANCE. how about being part of the TOGETHERNESS.
stop sounding so self righteous, bitch.
stop sounding so self righteous, bitch.
“Cheese… for everyone!”
– Sheogorath, Daedric Prince of Madness: The Elder Scrolls IV, The Shivering Isles
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Bridge.
You know what?
Bridge is actually a wall for me.
Yeah. The poker card game.
I never learnt to play it,
And now, the whole class plays it.
And guess who can’t get into the action?
No prizes for guessing.
But nope, I’m still not learning it.
I’ll do so if I’m really interested in the game,
and not so I can join the crowd.
I’ll spend my spare time my own way.
...
I'm too tired to be scared.
And that, is bliss.
.C.
C is Roman for 100. I guess we can all guess which # post this is.
It’s been a while since this tumblr started, and I’ve seen a lot of classmates
start their own shortly after I did.
Maybe I was some sort of influence, but that’s not the point.
In these 100 posts, looking back,
I’ve grown a little.
Maybe a little more cynical.
Maybe a little more bitter,
Maybe a...
Sonnet.
Farewell innocence
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It wasn’t your fault at all
Just my wishful thinking
I built an adamant wall
Whilst in a cesspool of sinking
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I’m sorry if I stared too long
Couldn’t help...
ce-line asked: hello friend, you need to cheer up! :) IT'S GREAT TO BE ALIVE!!!
Earthfall
Today was a bad day.
Today, I screwed up my Literature assignment.
Today, people didn’t clean the class bench and left trash on it.
Today, I felt lonely.
Today, I realised everything I was afraid of came true.
Today, I felt my heart break again.
I won’t go into the details.
But I felt so, so shitty today.
I must say something from my heart here.
The problem with loneliness, is...
