Secrets wanting to escape
On Friday after POP my class played truth or dare (the timing and location wasn’t right for dares) And after a while everyone decided just to ask everyone to reveal a little something And they wasted a really bad question on me “Do you like this class and why” I mean yes I do cos its fun but I could lie my way through that if I didn’t. Everyone else got much more...
Today we lost POP and thus Faculty Shield. But I’m not depressed and shit. In fact, the exact opposite. As the announcer said out the winning faculty’s name I could see, almost touch the disappointment in ours. But I didn’t feel down. Not at all. Because I realised something. I realised behind all this hoo-hah behind Fac Shield didn’t matter after all. Because I...
All or nothing
It’s Post-Orientation Party tomorrow. Which means a really big dance-off between the 4 Faculties. And I should really be sleeping cos its past midnight. Damn. But like my classmate said “who gives a f**k about who wins” Guess the fun’s in just being a part of it And doing my best But for now I shall close mine eyes And enter the dream.
Blood, Sweat and Tears
Guess that’s my only path to redemption. But no I won’t give up. My blood will speak and testify for me. My Tears will bridge the ocean of torment. My sweat will break through like a Phalanx into the heartland, the promised land. I’m too deep in this to back out or be fearful. ‘cause like Churchill said again “If you’re going through hell, keep...
I've been through hell; I can take anything on
Today I ran up a badly designed flight of stairs Because it had this big concrete thing poking out at the top And my head collided with that thing. And hell my head bled All my friends told me to get medical But I didn’t. Why? I’ve bled more before. And the pain in this heart can never be beaten by physical pain. Sticks and stones may break my bones But they will never break...
I just realised I’m not good at anything. Like Jack of all trades but in the most negative way possible. I need like a specialty. And the work on my desk is piling up like nobody’s business. “Out” is empty but “In” is full if thats the best way to put it and the pressure is mounting but somehow I really don’t give a damn. Behold the power of...
Melancholy is my shield But you don’t know what my sword’s made of. When I raise my shield and strike It’ll be too late. Some people tell me I should switch back on Orientation mode if I can, hell yes I will but the conditions are just not right :/ And I can only maintain that form for a short time. School ends at 5 tomorrow. pfff.
I can’t stay quiet forever. One day, I’m either gonna go crazy or start to shine. But I’m really not intent on the former because going insane, however exciting and numbing it is is not cool :/ Watch out world. When I roar I’ll make sure you take everything back. When I leap I’m never looking back. But for now I can wait. I just need to Kill the bloody...
That Sunday Night feeling
It’s 11pm Sunday here now and I just realised I have Maths to do. And school has to start earlier than usual tomorrow morning But I’ll still waste my time here Because procrastination is one of my best friends Like seriously I’d rather spend 10 hours doing Literature or History than half an hour of Maths But it’s not gonna do itself So time to put on a fake ass...
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A crush is: A moment of happiness A lifetime of pain
Indignance and Pride.
I’m not afraid to love I’m afraid of loving the wrong person I’m lost but I haven’t lost my mind http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYehN7mWMyU I’d take as many more bullets if it will all pay off in the end.
Rule number one of life Work never ends You only get illusions of things called breaks But now I shall enjoy my short-lived period of break. I wanted to say more earlier in the day but I had this shitload of work. Now it’s partially cleared so I’ll slack off This probably means I’ll try to take a 30 min break but end up doing zilch for 2 hours But anyway Since this is a...
sushiparty: CLICK THE SQUARES. THE WHOLE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT THIS. i could do this for hours and hours. Holy shyat This is awesome I just found another time waster though :/
For some really weird reason I suddenly have some followers All which seem like emo people I don’t know Guess emo attracts emo I really think I have a personality crisis too One is the school persona Where I’m basically a bundle of laughs Laughing at anything (and cracking a lot of unfunny shit) But the other one is this persona The most emo thing ever you can tell me the...
Nobody's gonna give a damn about this
But I’ll just write it Today I’ll introduce you to my demons 1. Hyperactivity + Overattentiveness I’m always too observant to my surroundings when I’m alone Which makes me see a lot of things I don’t want to A lot of heartbreaking things 2. I’m a retarded Lit student I think too much and I read too much into things Which makes me really screwed Cos when...
What if Just if In our hearts we had the same feeling But we never said anything about it ‘cause we both know what loneliness and heartbreak is
And I realise I should never have undid that ribbon cos the moment will never return
I'm lost but it's all part of the fun →
It’s not always you find such good songs that perfectly fit your situation ‘nuff said
Everything has a first
So this is my first Tumblr post I’m not cool enough to use it but I’m trying I won’t really put anything about my public life here This is the more personal side of me Keep reading if you like reading emo stuff and the rare, elusive happy posts Cos it’s better to demoralise people here than on Facebook I don’t have an inferiority complex I’m just realistic