February 2011
Secrets wanting to escape
On Friday after POP my class played truth or dare
(the timing and location wasn’t right for dares)
And after a while everyone decided just to ask everyone to reveal a little something
And they wasted a really bad question on me
“Do you like this class and why”
I mean yes I do cos its fun but I could lie my way through that if I didn’t.
Everyone else got much more...
Revelation
Today we lost POP and thus Faculty Shield.
But I’m not depressed and shit.
In fact, the exact opposite.
As the announcer said out the winning faculty’s name
I could see, almost touch the disappointment in ours.
But I didn’t feel down.
Not at all.
Because I realised something.
I realised behind all this hoo-hah behind Fac Shield didn’t matter after all.
Because I...
All or nothing
It’s Post-Orientation Party tomorrow.
Which means a really big dance-off between the 4 Faculties.
And I should really be sleeping cos its past midnight.
Damn.
But like my classmate said
“who gives a f**k about who wins”
Guess the fun’s in just being a part of it
And doing my best
But for now
I shall close mine eyes
And enter the dream.
Blood, Sweat and Tears
Guess that’s my only path to redemption.
But no I won’t give up.
My blood will speak and testify for me.
My Tears will bridge the ocean of torment.
My sweat will break through like a Phalanx
into the heartland, the promised land.
I’m too deep in this to back out or be fearful.
‘cause like Churchill said again
“If you’re going through hell, keep...
I've been through hell; I can take anything on
Today I ran up a badly designed flight of stairs
Because it had this big concrete thing poking out at the top
And my head collided with that thing.
And hell my head bled
All my friends told me to get medical
But I didn’t.
Why?
I’ve bled more before.
And the pain in this heart can never be beaten by physical pain.
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But they will never break...
I just realised
I’m not good at anything.
Like Jack of all trades
but in the most negative way possible.
I need like a specialty.
And the work on my desk is piling up like nobody’s business.
“Out” is empty but “In” is full if thats the best way to put it
and the pressure is mounting
but somehow I really don’t give a damn.
Behold the power of...
Melancholy is my shield
But you don’t know what my sword’s made of.
When I raise my shield and strike
It’ll be too late.
Some people tell me I should switch back on
Orientation mode
if I can, hell yes I will
but the conditions are just not right :/
And I can only maintain that form for a short time.
School ends at 5 tomorrow.
pfff.
Crouching Tiger
I can’t stay quiet forever.
One day, I’m either gonna go crazy
or start to shine.
But I’m really not intent on the former
because going insane,
however exciting and numbing it is
is not cool :/
Watch out world.
When I roar I’ll make sure you take everything back.
When I leap I’m never looking back.
But for now
I can wait.
I just need to
Kill the bloody...
That Sunday Night feeling
It’s 11pm Sunday here now
and I just realised
I have Maths to do.
And school has to start earlier than usual tomorrow morning
But I’ll still waste my time here
Because procrastination is one of my best friends
Like seriously
I’d rather spend 10 hours doing Literature or History
than half an hour of Maths
But it’s not gonna do itself
So time to put on a fake ass...
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
Hard truth
A crush is:
A moment of happiness
A lifetime of pain
Indignance and Pride.
I’m not afraid to love
I’m afraid of loving the wrong person
I’m lost but I haven’t lost my mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYehN7mWMyU
I’d take as many more bullets
if it will all pay off in the end.
Temporary Respites
Rule number one of life
Work never ends
You only get illusions of things called breaks
But now I shall enjoy my short-lived period of break.
I wanted to say more earlier in the day but I had this shitload of work.
Now it’s partially cleared so I’ll slack off
This probably means I’ll try to take a 30 min break but end up doing zilch for 2 hours
But anyway
Since this is a...
Watchsushiparty:
CLICK THE SQUARES.
THE WHOLE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT THIS.
i could do this for hours and hours.
Holy shyat
This is awesome
I just found another time waster though :/
Lol
For some really weird reason
I suddenly have some followers
All which seem like emo people I don’t know
Guess emo attracts emo
I really think I have a personality crisis too
One is the school persona
Where I’m basically a bundle of laughs
Laughing at anything (and cracking a lot of unfunny shit)
But the other one is this persona
The most emo thing ever
you can tell me the...
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Nobody's gonna give a damn about this
But I’ll just write it
Today I’ll introduce you to my demons
1. Hyperactivity + Overattentiveness
I’m always too observant to my surroundings when I’m alone
Which makes me see a lot of things I don’t want to
A lot of heartbreaking things
2. I’m a retarded Lit student
I think too much and I read too much into things
Which makes me really screwed
Cos when...
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doubt
What if
Just if
In our hearts we had the same feeling
But we never said anything about it
‘cause we both know what loneliness and heartbreak is
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Regret
And I realise
I should never have undid that ribbon
cos the moment will never return
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I'm lost but it's all part of the fun →
It’s not always you find such good songs that perfectly fit your situation
‘nuff said
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Everything has a first
So this is my first Tumblr post
I’m not cool enough to use it but I’m trying
I won’t really put anything about my public life here
This is the more personal side of me
Keep reading if you like reading emo stuff and the rare, elusive happy posts
Cos it’s better to demoralise people here than on Facebook
I don’t have an inferiority complex I’m just realistic
